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  “Just tell me.” He begged.

  “Your phone is ringing again.” I plainly avowed with ease.

  He now had one hand over my head and the other one still on my waist. I slipped from underneath his hard body only for him to grab my hand and pull me back gently. “I’m not----mad.” He let my hand go once I articulated those words.

  “Good. That’s all you had to say the first fucking time.” He smacked me on my ass before going to retrieve his phone. It’s obvious that whoever it was wasn’t going to give up any time soon until he answered. I shook my head and grabbed my blanket. This shit is ridiculous. For as much as we pay to stay in this mutherfucker you’d think that the heat would at least work. I cuddled up under my blanket on the couch and flipped on the television. The next thing I knew the power shut off. I was just about ready to curse somebody out but then I realized that we weren’t the only ones without power. The walls were somewhat thin so I heard every curse word coming from the couple next door. I stood up still covered tightly in my blanket and wobbled over to the curtains. I saw that even the street lights in this area weren’t working. I huffed and sat back in my same comfortable spot.

  “Shit.” Dominic stubbed his toe on the wall and ended up hopping around on one foot like he was doing an African tribal dance. He placed a candle on the countertop in the kitchen and soon lit it. He lit one more candle and walked towards me slow enough not to blow the candle out with any sudden rapid movements. He just stood adjacent to me silently not uttering a word at all.

  “What?” I acquired.

  He smiled a sly smile and replied “Get up.”

  “For what?”

  “Just get up and let’s go to my room. It’s warmer in there than it is in here.”

  “Hell no. All those females you’ve had in your room----in your bed. I think you must have fallen and bumped your damn head and lost your cotton picking mind. I like saying that all of a sudden. I laughed to myself whilst he sucked his teeth.

  “It ain’t a problem for me Ki-a-ra. We can always go to your room.”

  Throwing the remote control on the couch, I stood up and Dominic grabbed my hand leading the way to my very own bedroom.

  CHAPTER 15 (Whitney)

  “Baby where you at?” Ryan yelled once he stepped foot inside the house. I rolled my eyes at the thought of him calling me baby. I know he didn’t mean it. I know he didn’t love me. I don’t even know why I stuck around with his ass. Maybe it’s because deep down inside I just needed someone. All my life I’ve always had someone so being without him wasn’t an option. But right about now I think it’s time for a change. I need to get out; meet new people, and just start over with my life. I never responded to his question. Instead I just continued to pack my things into my suitcases.

  “Baby. You ain’t hear me calling you?” Ryan said when he entered the room. I glanced at him, shook my head, and continued my task.

  “Where are you going?” He asked. I guess he didn’t quite grasp the subject. He didn’t understand that I was hitting him with a silent treatment. He grabbed my arm but with my quick reflexes, my hand came down slowly and connected solely with his cheek.

  Before I knew it I just let everything that I had inside of me out. I kept hitting him and he just stood there and took it with an unadorned straightforward face. That’s what made me angrier. I didn’t think that I would start crying because I promised myself that I wouldn’t; but I did.

  “Man what the fuck is wrong with you?”

  “I’m sick and tired of you cheating on me.” I yelled with a tear stained face.

  He chuckled. “Cheating? Man Whitney ain’t nobody fucking cheating on your ass.”

  “Why would you stand here----and lie in my face Ryan? Do I look stupid to you?” He didn’t answer me so I continued. “Look at this.” I took the picture out of my pocket and threw it at him. It was a picture of the nurse’s sister Madison and his so called daughter.

  “Where did you get this from?” He whispered starring hard at the picture. “Don’t worry about it. All you need to know is that I’m leaving your sorry ass. Oh and I forgot to mention that you gave me an STD. So you might want to let all your other hoes know that you’re infected as well.”

  He screwed his face up and then glanced back at the picture.

  “I can’t believe this nigga fucked those nasty ass hoes raw and then came back here and fucked me raw with the same nasty ass dick.” I said out loud to no one in particular. I zipped up my suitcase and then got started on the next one. Ryan picked up my suitcases and threw them over the balcony of the staircase causing everything to fall out of it and scatter everywhere.

  “What the hell is your problem?” I shouted.

  “YOU.” He yelled.

  “Me?” I was super disordered at his actions.

  “Yes you. How the fuck are you going to just pack your shit and leave me like I don’t mean shit to you?” He grabbed my arm but I pushed him off of me.

  “Oh don’t you dare try to turn this around to make it seem like you’re the victim. I love you okay. But it’s obvious that I don’t mean a damn thing to you.”

  “Look I was going to tell you.” He whispered.

  “About what?” At this point I just wanted him out of my sight.

  “About me having a daughter; I just wanted the time to right.” He sighed before sitting on the bed and placing his hands over his face.

  “Oh so when would be the right time? When she’s damn near eighteen?” I screeched.

  “I just---.”

  I put my hand up. “Save it. I don’t want to hear it. You’re not worth the time.” I turned to leave I will just come get my things later at this point I’m just ready to go.

  “Don’t walk away from me.” He grabbed me yet again.

  “Don’t fucking TOUCH ME!”

  “I love you.” He blurted out.

  “Yeah right.” I laughed in his face.

  “I’ll change I promise. We’ve been through too much for us to just end it right now.”

  “I’m helping you out. Once I’m gone you won’t have to sneak around on me. You’ll be a free man.” I said as I continued to walk out.

  “Man Whitney chill the fuck out. Fuck them hoes I don’t want them. I want you.” He said all out of breath.

  “That’s too bad. You’ve already lost me forever.”

  CHAPTER 16 (Kiara)

  “Ouch Dominic. That hurts.” I shrieked.

  “Stop being---such a big baby.” He was laughing as if this was funny.

  “I’m not it hurts. Stop doing it so damn hard.”

  “Either I do it HARD or I don’t do it at all.” He said.

  “What the hell. You can’t give me an ultimatum. It’s your fault that it got stuck inside of me in the first place.” I rolled my eyes at him he’s irritating me right about now.

  “I can give you whatever the hell I want to. It’s your choice on whether or not you decide to take what I’m giving you.”

  “Ok.” I affirmed covering my eyes with my free hand and taking a deep breath. “Just pull it out Dominic. But hurry okay.”

  “Ok.” He shook his head. “Imma do it on the count of three. One, two---.”

  “Ouch! You didn’t even count to three you bastard.” I yelled hitting him in the chest.

  “It’s all better now. I put my magical touch on it.” He said.

  “It still hurts.” I whined.

  “Let me see.” I gave him my finger and he kissed it. Then he looked at me and we made eye contact while he raked his tongue up and down my finger; slowly sucking it as if he was sucking on a lollipop. “How does it feel now?” He questioned.

  “It feels wet and nasty.” I said as I wiped my finger on his shirt. Of course I was lying but he doesn’t have to know that. We were wrestling in the dark; obviously since the power is still out and when that retarded ass, fine ass, light bright nigga hit me with the broom I got a splinter in my finger. “Man you know you like that shit.” He ch
uckled.

  “Whatever.” I quietly excused myself to the bathroom with a candle in tow. I had to pee like a pregnant lady seeing as how that’s kind of sort of what I am. I released my---toxins I guess and tip-toed back to my bed room only to find Dominic laying on his back directly in the middle of the bed. His bare arm was draped sexily over his eyes and his breathing slowed down a bit. I knew he wasn’t sleeping because I wasn’t even gone for a long amount of time. I’m not going to say that it’s impossible to fall into a deep slumber that fast but c’mon now this is Dominic we’re talking about. I crawled into the bed and straddled him. No I was not sitting on his ding-a-ling if that’s what you’re thinking. He didn’t move at all he remained in his constant state. I decided to mess with him a little bit. I played with his supple, crimson lips first. I outlined them with my fingers slowly and once he didn’t respond I began to tickle his adorable diminutive ears.

  He stirred a little but he never uttered a word. Scooting back a bit, my ass was now solely rested upon his dick. I didn’t expect for his hands to quickly find their way to my hips. He grinded himself into me and pulled me down hard so that I could feel every inch. I clasped my hands over my mouth to prevent the throaty moan that wanted to freely escape my mouth.

  “Keep telling me to fuck you and I might take you up on your offer,” He mumbled grinding against my now soaking wet, pulsating, aching pussy again. I’m so damn horny. It seems like I haven’t had dick in ages.

  “I never told you that.” I lied.

  “So you didn’t tell me to fuck you earlier today right before the power shut off?” He questioned rubbing his hands up and down my sides.

  “No; me saying Fuck you simple means that----.”

  “You want to fuck me. It’s the same thing and has the same meaning. Am I right?” He quizzed.

  “-----No.”

  He sucked his perfectly aligned teeth. “Then why are you on top on me when I’m trying to sleep?” Damn I was caught. I had no type of response what so ever to his acquiring question. “That’s what I thought.” He incoherently uttered. I tried to get off of his lap but he pulled me back to rest in my same spot. His hands began to rub my exposed thighs.

  “You know I have a whole bunch of Magnum XL’s in my closet. I can run into my room and grab a few if that’s really what you want.” This time when he grinded against me I could feel myself moving with him. It felt so good. I could only imagine what the real thing would feel like if it was plunged deeply within me. I was breathing erratically. I placed my hand on his chiseled six pack, and inscribed chest to hold myself steady. A smile appeared on his face showing me that he thought that he had me right where he wanted me. He probably was used to girls opening their legs for him all the time but I’m not a hoe. He has to get to know me first before he can have any kind of intercourse with me; if we get to that point.

  “How about no. If you want to fuck so bad, then go call that bitch Janice your little girl friend.” I stated as I rolled off of his lap.

  “She’s not my girlfriend. That hoe gave me head and that’s it.”

  I shrugged. “Ok Dominic. Whatever you say.”

  I pushed him out of the way and eased underneath the covers. I was tired and wanted to go to sleep but with all of the sexual tension floating in the air I couldn’t. It’s a good thing that I don’t have to work tomorrow.

  ***

  “Are you sleeping?” Almost twenty minutes or more had passed by and I wanted to break the stinging silence.

  “I’m trying. Maybe if you shut the hell up.” He mumbled.

  “Fuck you Dominic. Okay!” I yelled as I openhandedly hit him.

  “There you go with that fuck me bullshit again.”

  “I never said that. Stop twisting my words.” I slightly chuckled at his remark. I bet he’d love for me to say fuck me instead of fuck you but I’m not going to give him that kind of satisfactory by saying what he wants to hear.

  “Man just take your ass to sleep.” He said rolling over.

  “I’m not sleepy Dominic.” I whined.

  “I can find a way to make you sleepy---.” I cut him off midsentence.

  “I don’t want to know what that is so stop right there.”

  “Exactly. I knew you’d see it my way.” He chortled. Silence was bestowed upon us once again but this time Dominic broke it.

  “Can I ask you a question?” he mumbled.

  “A question?” I repeated.

  “Yes a question. But you have to be honest with me though.”

  “Ok. Ask away.” I sighed not knowing what would be asked. I rolled over so that we were now laying face to face with each other.

  “How did this bruise get here?” He said outlining my face with his fingers.

  “It’s a long story.” I said.

  “I’ve got all night.” He said softly looking into my eyes.

  “Well my baby’s father and I don’t really have a good relationship. After I told him that I was pregnant he started acting---abusive towards me. He gave me the money to abort it but I couldn’t do it. He’s the reason I’m living here now. He stopped paying the rent at my old place, took back the car he brought me, and froze all my accounts so that I wouldn’t have any money. I was so stupid. I quit my job thinking that he would love me and support me through everything. Anyways I haven’t seen him in a while but earlier today he saw me and saw that I was still indeed pregnant. He threatened me and said that I better abort the baby.” I hate talking about this.

  “First of all you should have never started fucking with him. Any nigga that’s not going to step up and take care of his responsibilities is a coward. Second of all don’t let him put his hands on you. You’re pregnant and you shouldn’t have to go through this shit. I want you to try and avoid that nigga but if you happen to run into him again and he places one finger on you, let me know. I’ll handle his ass. His mama must not have taught him any damn manners.”

  “Thanks for the offer Dominic but I don’t want you to get hurt.”

  “Hurt? Why would I get hurt?” He enquired with a perplexed face.

  “Gino isn’t just any ordinary guy. He’s one of the biggest drug lords in Ft Lauderdale and he has so much power over every one. He can kill any one quicker than the drop of a hat. Sometimes he orders people to do his dirty work for him.”

  “Why are you telling me this? I’m not scared of anybody. Without his army behind him he’s nothing but a coward like I said. If he can place his hands on a female, then he ain’t shit.”

  “Dominic.” I whined.

  “Don’t Dominic me.”

  I grabbed his hand. “I’m serious.”

  “So am I.” He said.

  “Promise me you won’t do anything stupid.”

  “Promises are meant to be broken.” He said looking away.

  I grabbed Dominic’s face. “Please? For me?”

  “Okay I promise. But what do I get for promising?” He gave me a mischievous grin and rubbed his hands together like Stevie J from Love and Hip Hop Atlanta causing me to laugh.

  “Well what do you want?” I asked.

  “Any thing you’re willing to give.” He smiled.

  “I can give you a pat on the back.” I could tell that he wasn’t going to be happy with my response.

  “The fuck am I supposed to do with that?” He queried.

  I laughed at his face expression. “Stop being such a big baby.” I said mimicking his voice from when he told me that earlier. “I’ll give you a quick little kiss on the cheek. You want that?” I questioned.

  After he shook his head in an up and down motion I leaned in to give him a kiss on the cheek but I seemed to have forgotten that he’s very sneaky. He turned his head and our lips connected for a brief second. We pulled apart and he starred into my eyes. He tried to lean in for another kiss but I put my hand over his mouth causing him to lick my hand.

  “Good night Dominic.” It was time for me to take my pregnant ass to sleep. My eyes soon fluttered closed.
I felt Dominic’s lips upon mine as we shared another simple sweet kiss.

  I opened my eyes and he placed a strand of my hair behind my ear. “Good night.” He whispered.

  CHAPTER 17 (Princess)

  I was trying to make it out of the front door before he came home but it's obvious that I must have gotten my times mixed up. Now how was I going to explain where I was going at almost 2 A.M in the morning looking good enough to eat in a sexy little mini skirt and a halter top that tied around my neck leaving my back exposed. I got my outfit from www.bigcartel.blazeboutique.com (Blaze Boutique). My hair and make-up is flawless and I smell just like peaches; compliments to my brand new perfume. My heels look similar to those of a stripper. Hopefully he doesn't notice that I don't have any panties on.

  "Out." Was all I uttered. But I knew he was going to have something else to say. He scrunched up his face signaling me that he didn't like my answer.

  Okay and like I just said "Where the fuck is you going?"

  "Bye Gino. You are not the damn police. I will not stand here and be interrogating by your ass. I may call you daddy in the bedroom but you are far from being him." I had a little attitude. I tried to walk past him but he grabbed me and pushed me against the wall. "Who you think you talking to like that bitch?"

  "Get off of me." I used all my strength to lift his heavier body off of my smaller and petite one. Once I got him off I slapped the taste out of his mouth. "Gino you never put your hands on me before and trust me you're not going to start now. I never question you about where you go so don't fucking question me. Oh and if you ever call me out of my name again then you can kiss my black ass as it walks out the damn door."

  "B---b---bae. You know I was just playing." He slurred his words and began to laugh hysterically as if Kevin Hart had just stood adjacent to him and told him the funniest joke in the world.

  "Are you drunk?" I questioned.

  "No-----yeah." He declared and began to laugh again.

  "You know what. I'm sick and tired of this. You're never home and when you are you're either drunk or fucking high. I know you out there messing around on me too. But because I love you I always stick around no matter what. I even went to jail for your ass when you almost got caught but what have you ever done for me? Not a damn thing. I don't even know why I'm still with you."